TRACY.TAN

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

Honestly, I do not know what should I do now. Maybe I should back off.

:(

I don’t feel hopeful about this anymore. You’re not putting in effort to make this work. I know you’re tired but your attitude towards me is a complete change. They say, don’t fuss too much about matters of the heart because fate has already written it all. Maybe.. Maybe it’s true that I can’t control what will happen in near future. Maybe I should care less. Maybe I should just not think about things which upset me. Maybe it’s time for you to do something if you want things to change for the better. If we’re meant to be, we’ll be.

2.33 AM

I don’t know. Can somebody tell me what on earth is wrong? You said you’re tired cos of work. Yes I know that but why is your attitude so different towards me now?

I waited and stayed up hoping you might call but it seems like I’m of not much significance to you? If you really want to talk to me you wouldn’t tell me LATER despite knowing that it’s 2am here. How could you tell me later? I wish I’ve all night to wait but no I don’t. I seriously do not know what’s wrong. Have you changed?

First skype chat since he left.

First skype chat since he left.